Tuesday, 26 March 2013

Music Vblog: Daft Punk SNL ads

So Saturday Night Live has aired 2 Daft Punk ads over the last few weeks for their new album Random Access Memories.
This is my video which extends both of the 15 second ads and puts them together into one song.

All done in Audacity and IMovie 11. Enjoy.

 

Here are separate links to the extensions I produced for the two ads-
1) Daft Punk Random Access Memories SNL ad 1 [perfect loop!]
2) Daft Punk Random Access Memories SNL ad 2 [perfect loop!]

*EDIT*
YouTube gave me a warning so i had to delete them. Sorry about that.

Monday, 18 March 2013

My girls \ (^ ∇ ^) /


Saw this and loved it! What a great picture to represent my blog this past year!

Saturday, 9 March 2013

Spice and Wolf- novel 6

*SPOILERS AHEAD*

This novel is theoretically where a possible third anime series would start from.

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Having just been confessed too, Holo storms out the Delink Company building holding tightly to Lawrence's hand. She breaks into a run, much to the complaint from him due to his injuries. They head towards their inn. She explains that they have to hurry because traders will be after their blood.

Back in their room, Holo is confused and lost in thought. They confirm their true feelings for one another, that being that he loves her, and that she will go her separate ways from him on a happy note.

They decide after a nice banter that they should chase Eve for their money back. Being honest though they both like the idea because it will delay their journey to Yoitsu. They decide that the best way to catch up to her will be by boat.

They head to the docks and join up with a skipper named Ragusa. He is a boisterous, loud but friendly man who is all too happy to lead them to their destination of Kerube, located downriver towards the West. The vessel is a sail-less long boat which Ragusa drives with a poll.

Holo and Lawrence have more time to talk whilst Ragusa is asleep. She confesses to Lawrence that she refuses to accept being in a relationship with him. Lawrence feels heartbroken but things change a second later when they fall into an embrace. It seems at this point like Holo's heart is in love with him but her head is saying no due to the eventual heartache she will experience when he dies.

The Roam River is mostly quite, but there are multiple tolls along route where ships need to pay a fee for using it. At one such station, they come across a young lad arguing with the authorities. If things turn nasty he could be killed. Lawrence intervenes and pays for the boys taxes. He boards their boat and collapses due to stress. Holo is immediately by his side and instantly adopts the role of mother, a side Lawrence has never seen of her.

Apparently the boy, named Tote Col, was a student from a school many many miles away, and was trapped by a scheme that saw him loose his tuition fees. After that he was scammed into a deal of buying deeds which he thought were genuine but ended up being stollen or forged.

However, Lawrence makes a deal with the boy to buy the book off him so as to learn of market trends from the stollen deeds. He comes across a few papers relating to copper coins and a few crates that seem to be missing from the receipts.

From here Col acts somewhat as an apprentice for Lawrence. With Holo being the mother figure, Lawrence feels quite comfortable with the idea of family life.

During their usual banter, Holo is attention seeking and Lawrence refuses to give in. They talk of what could happen during their adventures, but have an unspoken rule of not talking about when they eventually reach Yoitsu. In fact, Holo may still be feeling like abandoning him even before then. We learn that Holo's fear is so vast that she may be thinking of abandoning him before their relationship falls into a romantic one. This way her pain of loneliness will not be as great, or so she thinks anyway.

They research the stollen deeds some more, and a pattern emerges from a certain Jean Company, where on multiple occasions 3 orders of copper coin crates never make it to their final destination. Lawrence thinks there could be corruption in the works, and sets a plan out in his mind to somehow turn these facts into his own profit.

Holo and Lawrence banter some more when she is made to find any mention of the Jean Company among the pages of stollen deeds. She asks him if he's more interested in the case rather than chasing Eve (which is true), and gets irritated at his vague answer. She makes an observation about how he loves chasing after profit, at which he assumes that she doesn't seem to mind, and how she likes using her head as a way to kill time. This really upsets her. She goes from stinking mad to ignoring him all in one go, saying she will only speak to him once he has figured out what he did to make her angry.

A man on horseback arrives on the banks of the river. He tells them that there is a sunken shipwreck down river, and that its causing a traffic jam of boats needing to pass. Ragusa orders Lawrence and the boy off the boat, telling them they have to walk the rest of the way. Holo was ordered too as well but Ragusa thinks better of it and allows her to stay on board. He thinks that having merchants on board may cause trouble when they catch up.

Walking alone together on the river bank, Lawrence thinks of taking up Holo's advice and comes close to asking Col if he would like to become his apprentice. Holo advised this to Lawrence due to her adamant feeling that she will leave him soon, and that it would be good for him to not be lonely.

Lawrence and Cole eventually catch up to the part of the river where a boat was earlier wrecked. It was most likely done deliberately by Eve, as a way of holding back other fur sellers so she could stay ahead in the fur trade war.

Many of the merchants try their hand at pulling the wreckage out of the water with rope and man power; alas to no avail.

Ragusa walks over to the two of them and comments on the situation. The captain of the wrecked boat has gone upriver to negotiate with some peddlers, whilst food and drink is being transported from the nearest river toll-point. Merchants of bigger ships have had to move their cargo (mostly fur) out onto the banks of the river to elevate weight, in case they somehow too get caught up in the wreck.

Ragusa wonders why Holo didn't come over to greet Lawrence at his arrival, and realises they have had a falling out (she is currently chatting to a young woman some distance away). Ragusa tries to make Lawrence spill the beans on what happened, but he's hesitant, so Ragusa makes the corny joke "I've got some confidence when it comes to such troublesome matters. I've been taking boats up and down the river for the past twenty years. When it comes to water under the bridge, you just leave it to me!" at which Holo can be heard bursting into laughter some distance off.

Lawrence is still hesitant, but tells them anyway. After the story, Ragusa and Cole both look at each other and realise where Lawrence made his mistake. They decide to leave him be, making Lawrence feel even more guilty because even a boy can work it out.

After a while even the most irate merchant calms down. Up until this point there were a few ratty merchants swearing and cussing at the situation but now that its twilight people have mellowed down a bit. Food and drink arrives and a bonfire is lit from using scrap from the wreck.

A certain wolf tailed girl walks up to the lonely forlorn Lawrence and sits by his side. She breaks their silence yet talks like she's saying things to herself. Lawrence, frustrated, plays along by talking in a similar manner. She cuddles up to him, still ignoring him but enticing him for an apology. He realises she's eager for his apology, so he mentions something else, throwing her behavior off. She regains her composure and they both think of ways to best each others wits.

The sun sets onto a carnival type atmosphere around the bonfire. Holo breaks the ice and stands up, holding Lawrence's hand. He makes a joke to her about how she should assume her wolf form to pull out the wreck, and she looks down on him exasperated. She forgives him, and he looks up at her for the first time realising what he did wrong. He had become so dependent on her goodwill that he had become lazy. In other words he wasn't appreciating her enough. She sits down on him and pulls him close enough to draw glares from the whole camp, with Ragusa feeling the need to cover Cols eyes. lol

As Lawrence thinks about his actions, Holo joins hands with the girl she was speaking with earlier, and they dance around the fire to the sounds of a flute and cheers emanating from their audience.

Lawrence's thoughts lead him to think that Holo isn't as wise as she cracks up to be, but he needs proof. Taking things into his own drunken hands he decides best to find information on her hometown. He does this by asking the other drunken merchants questions about the mountains of Roef, close to where Yoitsu is supposed to have been. Ragusa joins in and the conversation quickly changes to an interesting story about a town called Lesko on the Roef River and mountains upriver. Apparently there is a copper mine there, which may be relevant to the coin corruption they know about.

As the men drink themselves silly, Holo ditches wearing her robe and feels safe dancing with her hair flowing in the air and her tail showing. She still manages to cover her ears by wearing the skin of a flying squirrel as a hat.

Lawrence's drunken state gets worse, and soon he starts feeling dozy. Ragusa seems to be the only one able to hold his liquor, and mentions something to Lawrence about Roef and the bones of a hellhound, but this is all Lawrence can take and he passes out.

Lawrence wakes up in the middle of the night feeling tied to the ground. He tries to get up to no avail and blames the drink he consumed, only to realise that under his blanket, Holo is sleeping on top of him. She slowly wakes up after trying to cuddle up to him, and makes a joke about how it suits her being on top. LOL. Thirsty, they go for a walk and collect water from the river, then notice that not so far away is Col, apparently studying. He shies away his things upon their arrival, and Holo tells him to collect their blanket and meet them by the fire for a nice night time chat.

Holo and Lawrence end up talking to Col about any local legends he may know of, ones in which feature animal gods. He talks about a story involving a frog god from near to where he comes from (which is around the same area of where Yoitsu used to be) before moving onto a more interesting story regarding a wolf. This story has it that in more recent times the church came into the town of Rupi looking for a lucky wolf god bone. This wolf was apparently saved by the villages from a terrible injury, and when it died later in life it left its offspring there as well as its foreleg bone to protect the villagers from plague and disaster. Col says that the legend has it that the wolfs offspring still live in the town to this day.
Lawrence thinks that this story is what Ragusa must have been talking about just before he passed out earlier. Lawrence also ponders about the wolf gods offspring, and how they would be accepted into the village. This must back up what Dianna told him in Kumerson by how wolf gods and humans can have children.

Just as Col is talking about how he believes it to all be fairytales, Lawrence pipes up that if it were so, why would the church be so interested in finding the bone?

Just then a loud creaking and cracking sound is heard from the river. Everyone wakes up from the noise and runs off to investigate. The noise was of the wreck breaking up, allowing one of the bigger boats at the front of the queue to float free downstream. Ragusa and the men run off to stop it, and Lawrence nearly does so too, but Holo holds him back.

She tells him that if the story is true, then the church will surly be trying to find the bone in order to convince worshipers that it was once an evil thing, but of which was squashed of its power by Christianity to render it harmless, thus convincing everyone that their religion is more powerful.

Ragusa and the men stop the runaway vessel and walk back, piling wood from the freed up wreck to feed to the fire. Holo continues her conversation with Lawrence and suggests to him that they should continue their original plan of journeying together until Yoitsu after all. He lightly reminds her of his confession (implying he would rather stay with her forever), and she turns away shyly.

In either case, Holo is interested enough in Cols story to investigate it further. After all, the wolf in question may be one of her relatives or an old friend.

The next morning Holo and Lawrence decide to say their goodbyes to Ragusa and Col, making up the lie that they have changed their mind and would now return back to Lenos.
In reality they need to make up for lost time, and plan on catching up to Eve in Kerube by having Holo change into her wolf form.

When they are finally alone, shortly before Holo is about to prepare undressing and changing into her wolf form, Holo spots Col running up to them. Col requests joining them to help search for the legendary wolf bone, and Holo and Lawrence accept his offer.

Tote Col
Col offers to pay for his passage with money; money they know he doesn't have. Lawrence asks him if he stole it from Ragusa, and he denies it. He says he worked out the reason why the 3 crates of copper coins were missing from the deeds they were researching through, and traded this knowledge with Ragusa for money (or rather Ragusa gave Col his money as a friendly parting gesture as well as paying for the information at the same time).
Lawrence is shocked, but apparently Holo had also worked out the reason. He asks for an explanation but they tell him its best for him to work it out himself (and apparently us readers too. Oh well).

Col is made to look the other way as Holo undresses. She changes into a giant wolf and frightens Col when he notices her true form. Col reacts better to Holo's true form than Lawrence initially did, and she licks him. He requests to touch her tail and she complies.

Col is first to climb on Holo's back with Lawrence sitting behind him. Holo sits up and breaks into a trot, leading into a run.

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The most important line in book 5 was "I like you". The same moment was talked about early in this book but was re-translated as "I love you". Most probably being translated from the Japanese word of "Suki" I can understand this. The literal translation is 'like', but when used in confessing your feelings its more like a shy way of saying 'love'.

The overall tone of this novel was slow and easy going. To be honest this was a good move after the hefty storyline of book 5, and besides, chilled out stories like this one can create fantastic atmospheres, which in this volume was when they were traveling down stream, and during the bonfire party. All good stuff.

I'm not that happy with Col joining the team because it may wreck the mood of the series. In this novel Col was more of an assistant to Ragusa than Lawrence, so he didn't interfere with Lawrence and Holo's personal banter. It wont be this way from now on. The only saving grace I've got is that Lawrence also made this very same concern with Holo. Hopefully this character wont be around for long. Another thing I would like to point out on this subject is that I love this series because you have two characters falling in love with each other without anyone interfering, which up until now made for a nice change from the similar situations you get between anime couples.

Rating this book isn't easy. I'm tempted to give it a 7-10 just out of spite for making Col a regular character, but Holo would call me a fool for being unwise so instead I'm giving it 9-10. It would have been a 10-10 if Col didn't join them.
Rating this book is easy. Col joined the gang. Instant 6-10. However I would also like to point out that this book was totally pointless.

If Col annoys me for getting in the way of their romance, expect me to come down on this series like a ton of bricks. EDIT: yup. see that lovely 6-10 above.

Spice and Wolf to me is classified as 'unhindered romance'. I will fucking hate this series with a passion if this changes in the long term. EDIT: YUP, IT DID. I'm deadly serious. I'm absolutely fed up of anime titles loosing their potential midway through the series. I was hoping this wouldn't be another victim. EDIT: Well it was, so thats that.


Sunday, 3 March 2013

Pony videos

I'm no brony, and I know this is old, but the spoof videos still make me laugh

Daicon Pony


Propane Rainbows 2.0 (an AMV)


TermiPony 2- Friendship Day


Ponymen


PonyCraft 2


My Little INCEPTION


300 Ponies


The Lord of the Ponies Fellowship of the Brony


The Rainbow Knight


Scott Pony vs. The World


Trot Fuzz


Inglourious Ponies

Thursday, 28 February 2013

Spice and Wolf- novel 5

*SPOILERS AHEAD*

This novel covers the second half of the second season of the anime.

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Holo and Lawrence spend a week alone on the cart before arriving in the town of Lenos, known for its lumber and fur. During this time they share most of it without needing to say a word, understanding and being so in tune with each others needs that words become invalid. Awwwwwwww.

As they near the town, they pass many merchants who have set up camp outside the town walls. Upon entering the town, Lawrence also finds it strange that the authorities handed him a wooden tablet to identify him as a foreign merchant. He wonders whats going on.

Holo has visited this town centuries earlier, but fails to recognize it now. They settle into the local inn where Lawrence has stayed before, where the innkeeper tells them about a man named Rigolo who may be able to help them with ancient stories relating to the town. However, Rigolo is a party member of the Council of Fifty, whose current affairs lie in dealing with the towns problems in the fur trade.

Also staying in the inn is a mysterious cloaked stranger, who Lawrence mistakes as a male. Holo corrects him and jokingly scolds him for having eyes for another woman.

At a loss for what to currently do, they decide to do some site seeing and first visit the docks. Whist drinking alcohol at an outside pub, Holo overhears some conversations from the people around the boats that tax's are high due to the cancellation of the Northern Expedition, which usually brings religious travelers from afar, and high earnings to merchants as a consequence of that.

Even though its the middle of the day, Holo gets drunkenly tired enough to justify falling back into her bed. Lawrence uses this time to learn more about the state of the town, and visits a local inn. A pleasant young waitress greats him. Nobody else is currently present in the inn but will be soon enough for luncheon. She catches on that he is there for information, and she tells him that the merchants outside the town are all related to the fur trade, waiting on the outcome of the Council of Fifty's decision on when to start allowing fur to be sold again. The reason why it was prohibited in the first place is because the Northern Expedition was canceled, meaning that traders couldn't buy fur in bulk.
The barmaid then tells Lawrence that its unlikely the merchants outside the town will be allowed to buy the fur.

Lawrence returns to their room with a take away package from the inn. Its the inn's specialty, the 'fish tail', which we modern folk would call Beaver tail, but according to the book the Beaver was recognized as a fish in ye olden times and not a rodent.
Lawrence plays a game with her where if she is able to recognise the food by smell alone, she will be allowed to eat anything she wants for her evening meal. Naturally she does so, and tells him that the smell brought back memories of the last time she was here. Feeling nostalgic, she rewards him with a hug, and tells him she will never forget his scent either. He says the same thing about her.

Holo falls back into bed and Lawrence goes for a chat with the innkeeper. After their chat he asks what Lawrence's name is. The mysterious cloaked stranger hears this and joins in their conversation, genuinely impressed that Lawrence managed to get the innkeeper to ask his name after only 3 visits, when with her it was 5. Impressed with Lawrence, she asks him for a private chat.

Alone, she takes off her cowl and reveals her true name, before asking him to call her Eve (pronounced more like 'Ave'. She uses this nickname so as to mask any femininity). She claims its easier in business to look and act more like a man, as female merchants are rare.
She tells him that she knows the town chronicler Rigolo through the Church, and that she will help Lawrence get access to him. They end their discussion on the note of chatting some more if their interests coincide.

Holo is mad at him for spending time with another woman, but next morning when walking to Rigolo's they get back to their usual banter. After helping Holo jump over a puddle, she tells him that his heart must be dyed in her colour, then after that he wonders if her heart is stained in his colour, but she counts off many on her fingers, implying she has been with many men. However she may be teasing him, and in fact tells him that he's now feeling how she was last night.

Arriving at Rigolo's house, they are greeted at the door by a young nun, and shown inside. The house is decorated with small stone religious statues and even find a that the courtyard has been housed in glass, creating a greenhouse decked out as an indoor garden.
They meet Rigolo and he shows them to the basement full of old books. Holo picks out ones she wants to read and they take them back with them.

That evening Holo is treated to an expensive whole piglet (because Lawrence lost his bet from earlier when she accurately guessed at what the food packet was).
Back in their inn, the innkeeper tips them off about a traveler from the North that has information they may be interested in. Holo seems off by this news, and back in their room reveals that she's scared about reaching their eventual destination of Yoitsu because of her loneliness, and also scared of something else that she's unwilling to talk about.

Whilst Holo sleeps, Lawrence chats some more with Eve. She says she is a merchant in stone statues, the type Lawrence saw at Rigolo's house. She says that she sells them to the church (implying that they then sell them to those participating on the Northern Expedition), but this year she was cut off. She's trying to plan a way of making a huge profit before moving south (along with the innkeeper) but needs Lawrence's help, and so asks him for money. She says the fifty man meeting was concluded with allowing the sale of furs to foreign merchants, on the condition they pay by cash only, with her source coming from church insiders. She says that the merchants who are able to buy up as many furs as they can and of whom are also the first to reach towns down river will be able to make a threefold in profit. She reveals that her plan is to make Lawrence sell Holo to gain instant cash, which they will then use to buy the fur in town. The fur will then be sold in turn at a major profit downriver, and Holo will be later bought back. Eve warns him that the merchants outside the town walls also know the details, and are waiting for the public reveal of the fifty man meeting to pounce at the opportunity. Eve calls this a trade war.

Eve plans on selling Holo by making her out to be of fallen nobility, and reveals later on in the book that she herself is such a person, who was sold at a high price and married off. But her husband soon faced bankruptcy and slit his town throat. She was lucky enough not to have fallen pregnant during this time, and ran off with the little assets she had to become a traveling merchant.
Harold the innkeeper then pipes up that he is willing to go on a pilgrimage with Eve, and is willing to give the inn to Lawrence.

That night Lawrence has bad dreams and wakes up the next morning in a cold sweat. Holo wants to know whats up, so he explains everything. She demands him to accept the plan, stating that owning an inn will achieve his dream of opening a shop, and that he shouldn't be worried about her.

Lawrence walks around town leaving Holo to read Rigolos books back in their room. He walks around the church and then decides to find a nearby alleyway.
He finds what he's looking for, a beggar that could know secrets about the church just by being an observer of them. Lawrence pays the man with bread in order to hear such stories, and the beggar says that the church is wealthy, and was recently dealing with merchants until they stopped. He mentions Eves description as one such merchant, but thinks 'he' was selling them salt, not statues.

Lawrence needs more information and so heads for the 'Fish and Tail' inn again to speak with the young barmaid. She confirms Eves information about the fifty man meetings' results on the fur trade. Next he asks her about the church, at which she yanks him outside round the back in order not to be overheard by others. She says talking about the church is a delicate thing as they have a very high status in the community, with any talk of their money flow being considered the most extreme taboo. She then explains that they may in fact be trying to make the church a cathedral with the high priest becoming an archbishop.

Lawrence and Holo have a meeting with Eve and Harold in their inn. Lawrence accepts Eves proposal, but is curious why she dealt with the church in stone statues. She says she used her nobility to trade with them, but they got a bit edgy recently due to their power, and so cut her off.

The three of them walk to the Delink Company building, a place that deals in human trafficking.
They would pay 2000 pieces of Trenni silver for Holo, short of Eves target of 2,500, but it still proves a deal, with the sale price being converted into 60 gold Lumione coins. They agree to make the sale as soon as Lawrence and Eve are going to start buying fur.

Back in their room at the inn, Holo sits close to Lawrence, almost asking for affection. She says "Can we not end our travels here?". A little later this same girl suggests they should end their journey together because Lawrence has almost realised his dream. She says that she is satisfied with the idea of having to bear the brunt of witnessing his eventual death, so this isn't about her loneliness. She then calls him too softhearted and wishes that he wouldn't accept her every decision, saying this is why she is scared. She admits that she will never be satisfied with Lawrence despite how their relationship goes, and that what they originally had would soon fade. This is why she is scared.
Well to ME this seems like she is confused (because I bloody am). Is she scared of loving Lawrence? If so, why?

Lawrence changes the subject and asks if she has completed reading Rigolos books. She has, and  hands him one of the books to read. A passage reefers to an old tale of Holo in a drinking match with a young maiden. After reading this, Holo takes his hand, inviting him for a waltz. Holding each other closely, they dance around the room with their steps being guided under her instruction. After he trips up they both land on the bed and gaze in each others eyes, hands still clasped together. Holo says "... What are we doing here?" and he replies "I suspect it would be better not to ask." Holo then says that detailed directions to Yoitsu were also written in the books.

The next day Holo and Lawrence return the books. Rigolo isn't there, but the nun is. Whilst alone in the waiting room/lounge area, Lawrence inspects one of Eves statues, and realises it is formed from rock salt. Whilst chatting with the nun and looking out at the garden, Lawrence says that being able to pursue a simple dream is a true blessing. He may have been answering to Holo's statement from earlier, and sure enough, she was able to hear him say this as she's walking up the basement stairs.

Eve bangs on the door and Melta the nun goes to answer. She tells them that there is an armed uprising created from the fur traders outside the town walls, due to the results from the Council of Fifty being made public too early, and now they want the decision revoked. Lawrence realises that even if the Fur trade was to go ahead again, it would make the townspeople bankrupt, so an uprising would be hardly surprising.

Eve tells them to go to the Delink Company whilst she organises booking a boat at the docks. Hundreds of people rush about the streets, and Eve tells him to meet back with her at the inn.

Alone together, Lawrence tells Holo that their relationship has broken down completely. If he somehow fails the agreement, Holo would have to find her own way out and run off considering him as a failure, and if he makes a success of it, their time together would be over as he would have completed attaining his dream, and they would have to say their goodbyes. Either way, Lawrence looks at her and tells her that this is what she wanted. She tells him how she will remember him by and they walk to the Delink Company.

After Holo and Lawrence say their farewells to one another, Lawrence runs back amongst the riotings, questioning his own methods and wondering why he feels unhappy by his actions. He meets up with Eve in the stables of the inn, and they admit that they are paranoid of each other. Eve states that human life comes to zero in the face of such gold coins. She suspects him of asking a question such as 'Why are you going so far just to earn money', and brings out a meat cleaver saying "Sorry but i cant have you pull out of the deal now", and swings it at him. He drops his coin purse and avoids her attack.

The truth comes out. Eve was smuggling rock salt into the town, which caused the wealth of the church to sky rocket, but wanting more money, Eve suggested to the bishop to buy up all the furs from the town before any foreign merchants do, and restrict the trade to cash only. Here, her plan would be to make as much cash on hand before escaping with it all. But the church had other ideas of killing her and keeping the profit for themselves. The only way out for Eve was to partner with a clever merchant who could outwit the church and make it difficult to murder her. Apparently killing two people is not as easy as killing one.

Eve brawls with Lawrence for the dropped coin purse, and he is able to pin her to the wall and ask her if she really is crazy enough to risk her life for profit. She asks him of the same, and he confesses that he was, but not now. Eve is sick for profit and would have probably killed Lawrence after they successfully made their money just so she could keep all the profit for herself. She manages to get back the meat cleaver and clouts the back of it round his left cheek, forcing him to the ground, unconscious. She then runs off with nearly every coin that Lawrence owns.

Lawrence wakes up with the help of a portly gentleman. He asks Lawrence about a scribe that is sitting on the floor next to him. Lawrence opens it out and it turns out to be the deeds to the inn.
Eve must have left it for him. Groggy, Lawrence gets to his feet, takes the parchment and runs to the Delink Company.  Running into the building, they are hesitant for Lawrence to see Holo, but he sells them the deed and is granted access to Holo's room.

She is stunned to see him standing before her, but soon she gets mad and starts arguing with him. Shes mad at him for pulling out of the agreement, but he tells her with a smile that he lost everything. She asks him why he pulled out of his dream, but he says it was his dream, and may still be, but he's come to realise something far more important. She punches him and shouts at him, demanding him what is more important. He casually says "You, Your wolf form". She lets go of him and reaches for her wheat pouch, but he grabs her in a bear hug and she drops the wheat grains on the ground. He leans in close and tells her "I like you".

They pull apart. As he picks up the wheat grains from the floor, explaining about Eve's near suicidal mission, Holo's tears fall to the ground.
She cries, calling Lawrence a fool, but calms down and asks him if he will take responsibility. They agree that they should only part with smiles on their faces.

The book ends with her telling him that it would be trouble if she fell in love with him. They hold hands and leave the room, together.

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9-10. I feel that Holo is holding back on Lawrence and I'm displeased. Not only that, but there is NO WAY I would have agreed to sell Holo under any conditions, even if it was practically guaranteed that Lawrence would be able to buy her back after he made his profit, and especially so if he loved her enough that he wouldn't want to let her go for anything.

The other reason why its 9-10 is because of the complexities regarding the storyline. It was tight, sure, but it was also a bit hard on the brain to keep up with character motivations and plot developments. Its sort of one of those stories where you need to read it twice to understand it completely. And this is sort of exactly what I did. I watched the relevant episodes again after reading this book.

What the hell is up with Holo wanting to leave Lawrence? It seems like she is making excuses for herself and may be scared of being in a real passionate relationship with him. Whats the deal with this? Whats there to be scared of? I thought she was scared of her loneliness? Is this a sort of madness where she's so scared of loneliness she cannot accept the opposite?